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So I’ve been having some sort of paranoid delusions since age 11, only recently realized they started back then... not currently delusional to my knowledge.

i got a diagnosis (in quote marks; because it’s a symptom not a disorder) psychosis NOS from a psychiatrist specialized in adolescent psychiatry (i’m 15)

Anyway I am very impulsive (spending everything on dumb shit when ever I have the opportunity to, aggressive sometimes etc.), feeling empty/boredom , mood swings

Another psychiatrist has suggested I have something like mania/bipolar but I don’t really relate with it...

My aunt once thought I seemed similar to my schizo/bipolar cousin who was around 28 at the time (I was 13) when I had a ”meltdown/episode” of a kind (I was very out of it, hurting others and got almost ran over by a car, others were threatening me with admitting me to a ward/calling the police etc)